I am at the place where I feel like I know everything and nothing.
I have figured out my past relationship… Mistakes made, our personalities, many lessons of what I want and don’t want (but mainly don’t want), and it all makes sense now. In a way, I am at peace; yet I have found myself uneasy in a new relationship… I dont know what to expect. I don’t know how to feel, I don’t know which differences are good and which are bad, and I really have no idea what I am doing or what to expect.
No one mentioned the aftermath of healing from a heartbreak where you no longer act while comparing to the past relationship.
It’s literally as if I am entering my very first relationship, again.
Does this make sense? Or do I sound as confused as I actually am?
Lucy Loves Life…and sappy songs that make sense of life xx